wells. today is the 2nd last day of 2oo5 and so it's the last post of my 2oo5 my resolution for 2oo6~ [x] no mapling/blogging/blog v (except on weekends/holidays) [x] no tvs programmes except news (except holidays) [x] no usage of computer unless for project [x] no msn (except on weekends/holidays) [x] no more of "shopping" aft sch [x] no more of eating too long aft sch [x] no more of gg out even on weekends for shopping (unless for festivals) [x] good results for o [x] no sms-ing/sleepings in lessons [x] not 2 sleep b4 11pm each nite on weekdays [x] to concentrate in class [x] to do ALL my tuition homework (i dun usually do them) [x] to pass phys and better grades for geo esp -__-" [x] get help when i doesnt know how to do my sch stuffs [x] read the newspaper everyday -_-" [x] do all my sch homework instead of copying [x] b nice n help my sis in her studies -esp for math and sci [x] try nt to quarrel wif my sis (haha! the word is try) [x] NO THOUGHTS ON RELATIONSHIP :o) [x] no more snacking (esp when i'm hungry) - have proper meals instead =D [x] to go for joggin each morning -when it doesnt rains [x] nt to care too much on friendship prob -i used to b [x] nt to care too much on class com stuffs, ccas bye bye.. o1. my blog o2. msn o3. maple o4 .slacking o5. computer harlo.. o1. dear sch o2. in focus o3. textbooks o4. more homework o5. more tys and ya, dun bother abt tagging at my tagboard like "pls update" etc. cos i'm lazy and cant b bothered to b online frm nxt yr onwards. take cares folks! hang in there for more in focus etc (the "harlo") and good luck for our 'o's evelyn` 30th dec 2005

the verdict is out i tink the news is 98% sure ald our ft is nt ms picca and is ... good or bad? i dunnoe. i tink our class will bully him. jus like how it was in class ald hais. jus wish all the best in the coming yr. there will sure b a change cos i know he's a good teacher! good luck 2 me!

soul searching. brain thinking. bad experiences. finally, i decided. other than studies, i jus goanna do anything 2 b happy. if i'm faced wif anything, i'll jus do ANYTHING; so long i'm happy. and i'm glad enough knowing there is sm1 who'll b there. IF i'm re-elected again, i'll c the situation. if i've 2 do smt i dun like or 2 b forced wif doing anything i dont like then i'll jus leave the post. i dun care anymore. ever since the beginning of the year i've been trying to let go of the post but ms picca dun let. now i seriously doesnt wan 2 care anymore. O is the pirority now. i dunnoe how many times have i cried over those matters. how many times have i tink whether i've done wrong. how many nights have i lost my sleep because of her. since she's still like this, wad more can i do? i dun even wish to care anymore yes, i'm blessed wif frens and everything but who can ever read my thoughts and understand the pain i'm going thru who can i talk freely to and tell them wad i'm feeling none none none either i know they will b stuck btw us or i dun wan them 2 b distracted i've absolutely no one 2 talk

i still brainwashing myself. tellin me tt we shall NOT b tgt but u'll b sm1 i cared for i shall tink of u like.. a listener;a friend; a sibling and there's nth else i shld tink of at least for now

oh wells. first 2 say. THE PREVIOUS POST PIC WAS DONE BY YUTIAN heh heh. and the 2 words are "you dun" -_-" went 2 tuition. oh wells. jus the same wif darlings. amath was shit absoluately SHIT stupid differentation it super hard 2 understand wad 2 do in class man and it's like the 1st 5 chapt on tt? oh man next lesson shall never b the same cos tian goanna left me alone ='( boo hoo c her in sch then and our "fantastic" cca days nvm shall drag sm1 else go wif me so i wont b bored mayb i'm taking wed for my cca good or bad? jus pure slacking there bullying the juniors and telling tt freak "oh, it's our O lvl nxt yr. impt arh. cant help out in cca" doreamon will understand tt.. (haha!) saw simin today haha we ate at mac it was so fun. wee wee talk talk. then shi lao shi called her rushed back 2 sch. hahas. funny though. 6 more days 2 sch reopen WHEES~ cant wait cant wait and i'm abondoning my blog in +- 6 days time

i cop the pic from ting. heh. sujun was whitened. one of the "whitened" pic i'm super white.. MERRY X'MAS 2 everyone who dropped by! and for those who msg me chirstmas greetings like my best pal wangxu (never msg me when he's back -_-") , zhi kuang (piang, i'm shocked..) , my darlings, my besties! and the rest! thanks alot =D appreciate tt.

no matter wad it is

'o' lvl is still MY priority

oh wells. let me recap wad happened ytd.. the 3 of us went 2 des's hse and have fun not forgetting 2 celebrate eve eve christmas and we DID mess up des rm -_-" wells. SORRY!! tt we mess up and tt i've 2 go back eary we talked alot like frm 11am all the way to 5pm and tt's like 6h.. went 2 fued cafe as well.. then after tt the 2 girls are reading comics.. they were soo concentrated.. hahas! we have the tibits, the pepis twist and of cos the x'mas CAKE la la la la la~! it was pure fun man.. i realli enjoyed myself.. heh after tt got 2 go home early nt jus b'cos my dad's at home but my mom called me back as well -_-" b'cos i got 2 go an dchange phone!!! haha i'm sooo happy cos my parents paid like 200? (pls la, it's the voucher) oh wells, tis lame.. but i still got 2 forked out $$ and i'm bloody poor now the phone is like $298 so i got to pay jus $98 but it's so ex. nvm i've got free incoming whole day free 100 min outgoing 1000sms free so pick ur type! hahas either sms me, or call me lor and btw, i dun intend 2 pay the months fee! =P and i'm nt using the old number anymore so dun call or msg there. thanks. jus ask me for my number lor. cos i dun wan to type out here. =D some image frm ytd.. THE CAKES.. our cake! the stars! (mine's nt here..) wif candles! cutting of cakes-cut jingting + sujun the "cut" cake concentration of ting when cutting cake.. . TWIST! (shld b des's fingers) tempted? a slice of cake~ yum yum! the leftovers.. US! i'm tirsty la! the middle finger~ me and des! sujun took tis when me and des were posting.. jingting. sujun. yutian. my best pals, my besties =D the 2 playful ones.. as usual, monkey-ing ard she didnt realise wei-qi was wif the cam.. do we looked like sisters?? fruttie table! des's gz qi. tian. ting. jun. (mine's the old one) they were monkey-ing. i'm smiling =D tata~ tt's all i love u guys.. making a fun day ytd may we b bless wif a eternal frenship

wad m i doing now argh. cant b bothered wadever. i'm having dark eye rings liao lost my sleep last night oh wells. i'm lazy 2 type out i dunnoe wad 2 answer in my tag and i arent having having BIG dreams cos i know it's impossible..... but BIG exams nvm. 11 more days

is school good or is holidays better? now, i'm stuck at tis question when i'm studying, i wished for a holis but when i'm having a holi, i hope for sch 2 start am i gettin mad? mayb i'm. lols well wells. playing for maple like god knows yseems so childish.. (hahas!) cos tt's the onli way 2 pass time haven been doing any studying nor revising slacking at home lazy pig --> tt's me! getting fatter and fatter each day (my sis's phrase) nvm. i goanna chiong for my last yr in sch and i'm aiming for a poly =D wells. i'm a lazy bum. tt's y when sch starts.. there wont b anymore gaming and surfing the net.. till weekends/holis and computer is strictly for project work onli and of cos when the o ends tt shall b the day i chiong for games and lesuire things once again bloggin shall b weekends stuffs or when i'm in sch labs. hahas. so dun realli need 2 bother askin me 2 update cos i wont b online alot. tis week.. i'm like so busy gg out / having tings 2 do 20th- meeting des at supermarket 21st- gg lib wif chin hui 22nd- gg plaza sing wif my sis 23rd- gg des's hse celebrate x'mas 24th- gg jonathan's for x'mas 25th- gg aunty's hse for x'mas 27th- gg tuition -_-" 28th- gg sch buy books + bubble tea =D 3rd (jan)- sch BORING` BORING` BORING` 12 more days.. marked the begining of new start for everything i need 2 wake up in my dreams! 12 more days left no more dreaming / sleeping in class no more having blank stares no more seeing stars in class no more glancing for ur presence no more of nt handing hw no more of having frenship probs

constantly telling myself reminding me always tinking of the msg tt u r always there fer me though it doesnt ever happens but tt's the way for me to hang on to continute when i'm wif probs wad more can i still do? i understand ur stand fully understood. but can i let go of u it's not easy i know it's impossible but i'm still dreaming of the impossible y y y ? ? ? y's all tis happening?

tis shld never happen.. but y it's now? i'm havin BIG exams i cant afford to do tis

FORGET FORGET

I FORGOT I CANT DRINK MILK TEA and i drank it again argh! i hope i wont get dirrohea gg out today =D intend 2 b a good lil girl heading lib 2 read i still haven figure out how 2 write a "good" essay ve got 2 ask mr d heh heh but i doubted a good ans out

i rather e old u e one wif smiles all day

right. so i've been tagged. and forced 2 do tis =( rules of the game: post 5 weird and random facts about yourself,then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this don't forget to leave a comment that says " you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read yours (= #1- i love sports esp netball n floorball, i cant lead my life w/o pink n my phone, my com and my frens #2- i can eat like a pig and sleep like a pig --> every1 in my fam knows.. #3- i dun like 2 b late n i HATE guys who r late too.. #4- i cant stand gays. n their gays action.. (no offence!) les still okkk la. but not too les! #5- i'm dumb when it comes 2 study.. esp for geo and phys NOW 5 people to do this: CHINHUI. ESTHER CHUA. BEIJIA. MR D. WEIPING. (wif blogs)

HaPpY 23rd bUrFdAy 2 mr D! i'm 8years younger kies? (still a kid 2 u) haha... sm1's old old old.. hehe. so.. dun always bully me =X LOLS. he's been a veri nice teacher but he can b very fierce.. *recall the incident in class* and i'm so nice cos i waited till 12 jus 2 send the msg to the friendly and "helpful" teacher i've had =D wells, lame.. -_-" i know

List the names of 20 people in random order: 1. dd 2. des 3. sujun 4. jingting 5. estherchua 6. chinhui 7. wangxu 8. weiping jie 9. beijia darling 10. angelina darling 11. cindy 12. mr d 13. wanling 14. melissa 15. terence (tan) 16. big jon 17. mdm yap 18. mdm sim 19. justin 20. ms tan Now answer the questions: 1. Is #1 a boy or girl? guy 2. Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? both r female 3. How about #18 and #4? both r female 4. What grade is #17 in? lol. adult ald.. 5. When was the last time you talked to #12? hahas. ages.. 6. What is #6's favorite band? hong junyang? 7. Does #1 have any siblings? errr.. i dunnoe 8. Would you ever date #3? SHE'S MY MEI 9. Would you ever date #7? hahas. nope. he's my best pal =D 10. Is #16 single? ya 11. What's #15's last name? (surname) tan (chi name) wei 12. What's #10's middle name? tan xx (i dunnoe) 13. What's #5's favorite thing to do? talk crap? 14. Is #13 hot? she's sweet.. 15. Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? they dunnoe each other 16. What school does #20 go to? i dunnoe 17. Tell me a random fact about #11? she's tall 18. And #1: ahhas. cant say =D 19. And #4: my lao gong =) 20. Have you ever had a crush on #15? oh pls la 21. Where does #9 live? sembawang 22. What's #3 favorite color? blue i tink 23. Would you makeout with #14? dun tink so 24. Are #5 & #6 best friends? er.. ok la 25. Does #7 like #2? they dunnoe each other 26. Does #8 like #19? they dunnoe each other 27. How did you meet #2? sch 28. How did you meet #18? sch 29. Does #10 have any pets? nt sure 30. Is #12 older than you? haha.. ya 31. Is #17 the sexiest person alive, or what? she's a nice mum.. i'm sure..

wells. i cant wait 4 the meeting up wif my besties tearing dwn des's hse.. drinkin bb tea eating western food talking non stop =)) it's goanna b fun 4 more days =D 9 h 14 min--> mr d's BURFDAY!

lalalas-

if onli u know i doesnt mind abt OUR status if u know tt i doesnt wan e agreement if u were 2 b sad i jus wan u 2 b e happy person i once knew if it's possible

went 2 e sch dentist today it was so scary and i hate dentist so much but today's one seemed 2 b in a rush every1 like 5min finish le and many ppl didnt even come it was supposed 2 b frm 3e1-3e3 and 1t1 but seems like nt alot are coming hell - we r going 2 mess up des's hse for christmas!! (eve de eve) tt shall b fun! and i'm looking 4ward 2 it =)) it has been like a year we have parted.. but 2 me, it seems like ages ald u may tink is funni, but it wasnt i realli miss u guys

i questioned myself; wad went wrong many diff thoughts came into me i wasnt sure which was right but i'm veri sure of 1 thing the promise and status DOESNT affect me and i hope tt's the same fer u =) even a thousand mile i dreamt of ya-

5 days to mr quek's bdae 8 days to des's hse 9 days to jonathan (cussin)'s hse 10 days to christmas (at aunty's hse) 17 more days to sch re-open

went to buy books. though i'm nt sure if it's open more likely 2 buy bubble tea and 2 eat out it seemed ages when i went out wif my sis so i decided 2 b a nice jie jie and bring her out i saw fiona and sujun at kfc and the 2 retards didnt c me so i went up n call them hahas. they r so surprise 2 c me then at tm there saw lp christabel she seemed surpsrise too wonder y maybe b'cos of my hair and the way i dress ba =)) anyways, didnt go buy books in tpss not open =X and my sis didnt wan 2 go her sch cos she see sarah and she dun like her hahas we r lazy bunch of ppl =D and to my darling, yutian i know! and i dun intend to go on it now mayb aft my 'o' then c 1st i jus wan 2 concentrate on my 'o' nth else more u no nid 2 worry abt me =) i can tink nw.. i'm a big GIRL le.. =D and i tink 'o' is more imp than anything the rest can all wait

i need u VS i need u-grove courage I know there's something in your eyes, I know there's something in your smile, makes me feel like losing all my thoughts tonight, Baby. Everyday I read between the lines, every night I'm searching for your signs. You belong to heaven's gate, angel of hope... I need you, you're always on my mind. That's all you left behind, my love will last eternally I need you, like no one else before You're all that I adore, my love will lasteternally I need you So many things I failed to do One thousand miles I'd run for you, you're still the only one I ever need, Baby! Everyday I read between the lines, every night I'm waiting for your signs. You belong to heaven's gate, angel of hope... I need you, you're always on my mind. That's all you left behind, my love will last eternally I need you, like no one else before You're all that I adore, my love will last eternally I need you ...between the lines, every night I'm searching for your signs. You belong to heaven's gate, angel of hope... I need you, you're always on my mind. That's all you left behind, my love will last eternally... I need you, like no one else before You're all that I adore, my love will last eternally, I need you... Oh I need you, like no one else before... So many things I failed to do... One thousand miles I'd run for you, you're still the only one I ever need, Baby! Everyday I read between the lines, every night I'm waiting for your signs. You belong to heaven's gate, angel of hope... I need you, you're always on my mind. That's all you left behind, my love will last eternally. I need you, like no one else before You're all that I adore, my love will last eternally, I need you... I need you, you're always on my mind. That's all you left behind, my love will last eternally. I need you, like no one else before You're all that I adore, my love will last eternally. I need you, you're always on my mind. That's all you left behind, my love will last eternally. I need you, like no one else before You're all that I adore, my love will last eternally, I need you...

i've been a nice lil girl =) doing the sch stuffs.. esp the review for articles actually, i find it fun 2 do all tt.. i'm mad. i'm mad. =) i studied chem and i'm intending 2 do tt for phys n geo or else i wont ve time when sch reopens - i mus b real mad i slp at 12am last night and i woke up at 2am and i couldnt slp then suddenly.. the thought of justin came into my mind.. wonder y.. i looked out of the window.. it's a 24h shop so i msg him.. ask him whether he's there and i'm right he's there.. we msg.. till 4.. until i manage 2 slp and i woke up.. at 8am and i cant slp i wonder wad's wrong wif me but i tink i found out smt who perhaps i shldnt cos i change all my views on him he's a smk-er but i'm nt sure.. and i doesnt like tt - then i chiong thru the 2nd news article still have 4 more 2 go complete them then i wont have anymore hw and it shall e time where i slack abit.. i might b doing them 2nite not all but mayb 2 i shld b able 2 do it

seconds, minutes and hours days, weeks and months i'm still waiting waiting and waiting standing all alone shld i still hang on it tight?

8 more days 2 mr d's bday 13 more days 2 christmas 21 more days 2 sch reopen

i forgot 2 add on i've straighten out all my thots and there's onli 2 opt either u learn 2 love me or u jus hate me since it's jus 1yr left, then u shall go ur OWN way and i shall go MINE's too btw, i dun give a damn 2 ppl who- 1. act 2. tink they r damn smart (when they arent) 3. peng weis 4. n doesnt give a damn 2 frenship 5. backstab 6. blame others (when they r in wrong) and sad 2 say u qualify all those.. so be it n there's nth 2 talk abt since MY decision ve ald came out *grins 2 ch* oh.. n I'M ALWAYS THE WRONG ONE AND U R THE SUPERIOR ONE GLAD? HAPPY? CONTENTED?

wad have i been doing? 2 fall so deep in <3 nw, i dunnoe wad 2 do y we jus cant be tgt y is tis world jus like tis we r diff in everything yet we met tgt have the destiny 2 meet but never b tgt perhaps we can. someday. oneday.

lalalas. ve got a new darling in tuition =D tt's beijia and my dear dear angelina =) not forgetting my dear dear one- des (: awww.. we r so swit 2 each other =P and WE r always e superior sexes! HEN-ney lee cant do us anything but today super unluckly we ve equal amt of of both sexes SHIT and i've got e teasing today boohoo =( nvm it shant b me nxt lesson *looking on bright side* i'm getting more n more stone in emath and e chapts sux like hell boring things do hope mdm ho wont b teaching them 1st =)) but e chem was "chim" but once grab e theroy, everything's fine but it does get boring too drawing those formula went to plaza singapura wells shopping and talking lors we went 2 buy a coaster and a stress ball tt des wanted aft tt eat the sushi it's nice =) but by the time we get to tamp it's ald 4.3o and e class ends at 2.30 - my sis reformat the bloody com lots of scoldings and naggings well, wad can i say i dun give a damn =) i've lost lots of things.. those i put as bookmarks in the firefox shit! so wad if she can do e com as if i dun wan 2 reformat myself is jus i cannot do it rite ask u 2 teach den u dun wan so dun keep saying it's MY fault - i'm superly diff frm u wad i wanted n u wanted dun u even insult me or i wont go over there again perhaps u'll nva come by my blog but.. dun ever take me as come as u wanted and leave when u discard i'm nt tt kind bla-

i wan 2 b ur one n onli =) y is it jus so hard? n y we seems so far apart? b'cos of tt promise? shucks i rather nt have tt if tis going 2 happen

ytd. went to tuition at 1pm. but decided 2 meet des super early as both of us have got absolutely nth 2 do. so kind of meeting at 1oam. the class was still the same.. science wif tt duman high guy.. who seems 2 b answering all the questions. math was still e fun part. all 6 girls and jus tt mr lee =) tt's mr lee totally freaked me out when he said tt he once burried a toad alive when he's like ard pri 6. oh man. i totally glared at him lor. i've never seen any1 who can b like tis animal killer =( as usual, we were talking and talking, luffing wid jokes.. then tis person came.. asking for "henry lee" and the whole class laugh =) he spoilt his own image when tt lady was jus outside e class. after tuition, went 2 bedok. meet mummy 2 eat. damn sian. waiting there for 2h.. and then i saw geraldine.. i guess she didnt c me.. but i dun realli hope 2 c her.. took 28 aft eating.. then it was ard 8 plus liao.. then big jon msg me.. then we talk.. abt my bloody hair. then talk talk lor.. reached home at abt 9 ba.. then aft tt watch tv.. hehes. till 12 then slp le =)

i wan 2 be ur one. n onli =))

i read books super fast man. jus went to lib ytd 2 borrow 4 books n i've read finished 2 books and the 3rd abt 3/4 ald. i'm gg lib soon =) e blog tt was btw us was gg on fine.. wif updating and stuffs nowadays. guess we will be abandoning them real soon (and tis blog too). we have a nice nice blog =) silence doesnt mean i'm nt intending 2 solve e prob. neither does it mean i'm admiting all the fault (when i doesnt know anything at all till e last). the time 4 me 2 4get abt the incident haven faded. but the process of 4giv have ald ended months n months ago. yet all u claim was i still stay in e past. [hello, i've 4given everything u've done wrong] i jus recall of e past; the unhappy moments. does doing all tis an error as well? but u urself said abt e time when u've gt the sec 2 camp. stop saying me when u did the same error s well. u claimed tt i was e onli 1 wif feelings liddat. and u said tt u've feelings 2. i dun believe. if u ve got, u wont blame others when we r quarreling (u shld know better) DES said i've got to thank her b'cos she's going hm wif me for the last 3 session of tuition. i cant wait for sch 2 start. despite i cant game and slack anymore but it shall b a first yr i wont be daydreaming in class i wont go ard 2 care 4 frenship probs - i shall be studying hard and get a good 'o' lvl cert - we shldnt be wasting tym in relationships perhpas we shld jus remain like tis mayb we haven been loving each other but taking as a close buddy (and i doubt tis) ever and ever at least till 'o' ve finish isnt tt the best way off? yes yes tis shld b e right way out and e onli way too

being at home eveyday isit a v good solution. i nid 2 go out as well. i'm crop up at home all day! well, wad's the diff frm going sch sia.. i rather go sch.. it's jus waking up early and having test/exams. the + point is can meet frens!!! but the - point is having 2 c ppl who accuse n put words into my mouth. yes. but nowadays i dread going out. i wonder y y y. realli dun like to go shopping but still love going library.. maybe b'cos i love reading sooo much. but not of doing reviews. i jus intend 2 read. i haven brought any of next yr book.. but total up shld be less than $10. but have got 2 add up for my emath text.. so it's abt $20. it's damn cheap lor. so my mum doesnt mind giving me the money 2 buy bks tis yr.. unlike previous years, she will nag nag nag. well, tis' a good sign. oh btw, i've change my spects. hahas. i dare say some sotong cant recoginise me anymore.. haha.. jus like heng yee when i saw him ytd =PpP dun be surprise when u c tis wierd person in 4e3 nxt yr.. and ch finally blog ald. u ppl shld go n c.

yes yes yes everything shall be MINE fault i didnt do anything n now i've 2 apologise? WTF. u assume things and say i push the blame. u try to tink wad i'm tinking and wif tt, u say tt's wad i'm tinking when it's not when did i go ard telling my unhappiness did u even c me telling others? did i write anything like xxx is xxx? did i even do all those? the answer is no. and u know e ans clearly. but y on earth r u saying all those? is hurting ppl ur personallity? does ur attitude n personallity having prob? others can tell u things but does it mean they r always true they assume things smt but do u have 2 agree and put words into me and worst still, believe? u doesnt ve the right 2 - interfere wif me - interfere wif my life - interfere wif wadever i'm doing since u arent happy then go away la no one ask u 2 look at my blog to comment or even say anything yes yes yes. ALL IS MY FAULT does tis please u? and btw, the word "concerning" means 1. To have to do with or relate to 2. To be of interest or importance to 3. To engage the attention of; involve 4. To cause anxiety or uneasiness in: -dictionary.com- use the word onli if u know the meaning clear and stop putting words into my mouth and u arent me, so stop assuming wad i'm doing next.

sighs. tis holis wont be a peaceful one for me anymore. *pulling my hairs* wad do u wan me 2 say? as in i'm truely sorry? when i'm not sorry abt it? i'm not like tis and i shant be like tis tis's nt me i'm the one who choose my life and no one shall ve a say i'm responsible for everything i'm doing so y do i have ppl who interfere? is it so hard to get ppl to support me for the things i'm doing yes. i've dd who jus wanted me 2 b happy but wad abt the rest? i dun wan ppl who jus talk i wan actions 2 prove all tt not jus the talking so wad if i'm to live in the past wad's so wrong abt tis doesnt ppl nid to have memories? doesnt ppl learn frm the past? and lead a happy present or future wad is my prob to do this or even to rot in the past FUCK. i hate myself 2 b crying right nw i wanted 2 b happy i wanted 2 b strong i can do it and i will do it. school holis shall be the days when i've break now i cant have it wells. sch reopen shall b a new start cos i wont have time to waste i jus wan to strive my best

hell. i'm having a bad dirrorea. i wonder wad did i eat ytd.. jus at tamp's hans and doubby's burger king and a egg tart in the morning too.. the dirrorea was real bad.... i didnt have my dinner cos i jus couldnt eat (ha.. seems funni for me-tt's wad my sis would say) till now, i'm not hungry at all.. wierd wierd wierd. i'm realli not feeling well. tis holis had been bad. i'm either having a flu or a cough and there's absolutely nth 2 do. last night was the day we patch.. wells, frens 4 ever i hope. at least, once again. no quarrels and having the 'trust' there once again. i ask dd whether i shld continute on wif wad i'm right nw. oh yes, he said so long i'm happy it's ok le. wells, i admit i'm realli elated and glad at this answer. yes i'm. and i'm smiling at the sms on the bus ride tt day *oops* yes yes. i shall do wad he says.. STAY HAPPY!

eating, gaming, sleeping and heading for tuition are the things i've been doing for the past 2 weeks. i'm getting more and more lazy.. and getting fat nw =( i might be in 2oo6's tarf club soon. i didnt went out at all wif my frens or so. i've been a good little ger ger at home. but tis goanna kill me soon. it's super boring. and i haven got any vcd/dvd to watch anymore. i wan to get smt to do instead of eating, surfing the net, gaming, sleeping and going tuition. smt tt fun and interesting soon. or i'll be bored to death.